Khaye Garcia in Philippines 2007 p.1

Let go of what will never last...


after so many months that ive chose to keep my mouth shout about what happenned..after all those rumours and intrigues people talked about me...im now breaking my silence!!!




after 3 attempts to go and visit Philippines this year, with so many reasons... i never got the chance to go there not until this month of October ( 10-16,2007 )


i was scheduled to arrive in Manila Oct 10 2pm...and "R" ( my bf that time ) picked me up at NAIA...that's our first meeting in person actually... we've met on net...and i dont have to post my first impressions about him that time now.... anyways..... so then... he picked me up there and we directly went on his condo in Makati for i have things....i was totally excited to come back to Philippines after 17 months of not visiting Pinas....not just of course to meet "R" for all i know i was in love that time...but i have or had so many schedules for those 6days of stay there...so from "R"'s place...we went on a mall i forgot the name of that mall near his place... we bought my fave tequila ( Reposado 1800 ), foods.. oh! i think that was the time that we've bought the barbeque thing!! geeezz... im craving for that again now!LOL...when we came back to his place..ako lang ang uminom ng 1800 then "R" had his wine ( erRr, i forgot again... ) oh!! the place of "R" is definitely WOW!! hahaaha... /// i drank 1/4 ata of 1800 alone coz we dont have enough time to finish it kasi may coffee EB that time ung group namin sa forum that we both are members in..sa coffee eb...hmmmm....ive met several peepz there..honestly speaking...i had fun that time!kwentuhan chismaxan and all the time i had that smile na talagang meaning i wasnt bored...there's this familiar Name of a guy there but that time hindi ko masyadong pinagisipan kung sino or kung paano ko siya nakilala... enough! after that coffee eb... me and "R" went back to his place coz im sheduled to go to Tarlac to my relatives naman of course..on our way back to his condo i tol him that that GUY's sounds familiar to me... that i think i saw his name on my Inbox @ MTC ( hindi ko lang talaga na inisip coz wala naman talaga sa akin un that time... ).most of the times i have problems in sleeping... so paguwi sa crib ni "R" i needed to watch a movie just to get myself to sleep...the next day... i went to see my mom,kuya with his wife and my pamangkin in Pampanga...ive spent half of that day with them plus my relatives who lives in Pampanga but i made it a point that ill be back in Makati by 12mn...so pagbalik ko sa condo niya....wento wento wento until he openned the topic about the guy from that coffee eb thing b4 tht day.. he was accusing me that ive told him lies... erRrr...na kesyo matagal ko na raw kausap usap si G ( name of the guy from coffee eb ) sa totoo lang hindi ko talaga agad natandaan un... sorry to day that pero un ang totoo...but "R" kept on saying na palusot ko lang daw ung pagiging makakalimutin ko... "R" told me na bakit daw para daw kaming hindi magkakilala ni G sa coffee eb...di ko daw kinausap, like we used to do sa mga PMs namin... sabi ko naman sa kaniya na talagang hindi ko inisip or nireminisce that time ung mga PMs ko non... coz i was busy listening to the peepz talkings sa coffee eb...since first time pa lang naming magkita in person ng mga taong nandun... "R" told me that somebody from MTC took a look on my inbox and found out that me and G were talking already b4 that coffee eb... early August ata...hat time ko lang naalala si G ung talagang si G... and i know na wala naman kaming ginagwang masama.. we were just talking... joking... saying hi's and hello's and thats all... pero hindi un pinaniwalaan ni "R" he even told me that i have to act normal ung totoong magkakilala nga daw kami ni G sa karaoke eb namin for my 3rd day of stay there...erRr../// the next day... Oct 12... sa karaoke bar ang lakad namin for EB for the group.... 6PM dinner sa haws ni "R" then 7 meet sa karaoke bar ( i forgot the name ) around 2 or 3 pm that day...hinatid ako ni "R" sa trinoma coz im meeting my friend from my other forum... sa trinoma, nagkita kami ng mareng kat ko.... we went on a resto sa loob ng trinoma.. inom inom kwentuhan :) errr.. ang sarap makipagkwentuhan sa mare ko :) ang sarap ng feeling kahit first time ko pa lang siyang ma meet parang ang tagal na namin talagang magkaibigan..while drinking and eating... me and mareng kat made few texts and calls sa mga friends namin... dumating bigla sa resto first si JJ with his 2 girl friends...sumunod si jeff and lastly si rey...inom inom picture picture kwentuhan... ang saya namin.... then i "R" texted me to say na cancelled na raw ung dinner sa haws niya b4 the karaoke eb... ive asked him why and he told me na cinancel nga raw niya... sabi niya stay daw muna ako sa trinoma... so un.... around 7pm ata ng dumating ung sis SG ko kasabay ko ng pupunta sa crib ni "R" para magayos for that karaoke eb... pagdating sa condo... i knew iba timpla ni "R" pero wala ng time para pa pagdisksyunan pa un.. 3 of us went to the venue.... i met lot of peepz there from same group....kantahan etc... inuman... tuwang tuwa ako kay sis tessa :) and PK :D nakalimutan ko na name pa nung isang guy na mukhang mabait din... sis SG sis honey si tessa pk and the rest ang saya kasama...humabol na lang ng dating si lobo that time pero hindi rin kami nagusap... si G nandun din and he even gave lahat ng babae pati ako ng flowers ( that time kasi nsa labas kaming mga babae nagsmoke eh me nagtitinda ng flowers nagkataong nasa labas si G nun... kaya un ) to make the story short....bitin ung time ng eb na un for me ut umuwi na kami lahat sa mga kaniya kniya naming lugar with a smile ( well para sa akin i was happy and i enjoyed the eb naman kasi ) the next morning.... Oct 13....umaga.. iba timpla ni "R" inaamo amo ko siya pero wala...galit siya deadma niya ako... why?! well.. same issue...about G... that i lied etc etc etc... hanggang sa nauwi sa pagiimpake ko ng mga gamit ko and decided to walk out na...saka lang niya ako pinansin nung paalis na ako all the while pagalit siya but that time he wanted me to say sorry... for i lied ata and totell that its my fault... gosh! eh ayaw niyang maniwala sa mga sinasabi ko ni hindi niya nga pinansin pag aamo ko sa kaniya tas ganon lang...i walked out... wala akong idea or nowhere to go that time... hindi naman ako pwedeng magpunta sa malayo kasi night ng 13 im scheduled to meet my friends in FHM BB.... ive stayed at terminal of Victory Liner sa QC for 4 or 5 hours ata... bitbit ko maleta ko lahat ng gamit ko.....thinking of what to do next.. where to go and pano ko spend ang 3 more days of stay ko sa pinas ng hindi ako magsisisi sa pag uwi ko dun...ung mga friends ko naman may work, ung iba nsa malayong lugar.. ung iba hindi ko na inisip pang bulabugin that time.. until a friend of mine told me a name of a hotel near sa QC that time... Crowne's plaza... dun ako nagpadiretso sa taxi driver... dun ako tumuloy from terminal ng Victory liner...






to be continued...