ihave my own reasons why it took me this long to visit this blog of mine here..
one, ive been really busy... with my work, with my life and of course, cyber-life
second, lack of time!
even if im online, i have lots of things to do
like, updating accounts, posting,talking to everyone else on my contacts or simply just lurking on sites
but well, today...
i felt that ive gotta post sumthin in here
ive felt that i needed to burst sumthing within me
that i dont have to talk about it
person to person
im gonna copy some on my latest posts from one of my blogs online on my next post
for i have sumthin in my head right now
that i wanna share
in here
hmMm...
few hours ago, i called my mom in the Philippines...
well, i rarely call them
the pattern's always like this
they're the ones who rings my phone then ill give them a call...
but this time, its me who called them
wHy?!
hmMm...
my mom and talked last month
telling me that my sister (ate) who's working in Singapore
is coming this April 1st and gonna be staying in the Philippines for just a week
i even considered to come over and talk with my ate since we havent see each other for what, 3 years already...
ive been waiting from anyone from my family to call me since April 1st...
nothing!
no misscalls
no messages
i even got angry
for what the heck are they doing there
and they're not even bother to call me
i got pissed off
and losen my patience
waiting
so i called my mom
hmMm
that's 11 in the evening last night
im not sure if they're already sleeping or what
but i really tried dialing my mom's phone number
and whoah!
my mom answered it and we talked
blah blah blah
unfortunately
my ate's not around that time
she went with her friends in a karaoke bar (daw)
so i told my mom that im gonna call them first thing this morning
and what excites me most
was when she told me that they've already posted few photos of them on her friendster site
i took a rush on work and hurriedly came back home to get online and see what she's talking about
kaboom!
i saw their photos...
my feelings got crushed when i saw them...
how i wish i was with them too..
taking photos
laugh together
share stories together
hug and kisses them all
whew!
well, that's it for now... its just that.. maybe im feeling lonely tonight...more because ive seen my family thou on photos only... im thinking when are we gonna be whole together again?! i can go to Singapore to visit my ate, but we're not whole with our family.. i can go to Philippines, but my ate's not around... oh well... this is life!
good day all!
