Khaye Garcia on NET

hmMm.. marami rami rin akong mga unforgetfull memories online.. and i have this sumthing to share with everyone.. this blog's gonna be posted on most on my accounts online.gaya ng nangyari sa isa sa mga forums early this year, hindi ako nagsalita... this stuff, i kept it all for a year na ren....and now, im already pissed off and dissappointed... share ko lang...

i registered an account on one of the groups in Yahoo called YUMMYPINAYS few years ago as "amazingkhaye28" hindi PA ako gaanong gumagamit ng PC that time, so kapag may oras saka lang ako nagchecheck ng mails.. at first i thought ok naman siya.. di rin naman ako makarelate sa mga pinaguusapan nila for they share ideas concepts random pics and vids scandals etc. I met few people there, chatted and became friends.. naengganyo ako... i posted my pix ( wholesome ones kasi hindi pa uso for me ang mga shots na gaya ng mga ishinashare ng ibang members/group ) a friend of mine, well... hindi pa ako gaanong aware sa consequencesn g visible online so when i knew that a friend of mine posted those pix of mine sa Google... nagalit ako.. wala pang isang araw na posted ang mga pix ko na un, he already deleted it kasi talagang inaway ko siya ( Japz ). after that incident, matagal tagal rinakong bumalik sa yahoo group na yon let's say... hindi na ako nagchecheck ng emails ko using amazingkhaye28@yahoo.com.. i became busy sa mga iba pang sites kasi nahatak hatak na rin ako ng mga kakilala ko online sa ibang sites....when i came back after few months na nawala ako, i saw my mailbox sa amaxingkhaye28 na super puno!!! dun ko narealized na ganon pala talaga sa yahoo groups... hindi ko rin naman ugali ang isa isahin lahat ng mga messages from that ID so i made another account for yummypinays, suteki_khaye... i came back, lurk around and wala lang.. and ganun pa rin ang nangyari... hindi nga kasi ako ganun ka adik sa net that time.. so months have passed, pagbalik ko ganun na naman... so lastly, i made another account for Yummypinays which is oRdin4Ry_p4ng3t/Loveless Panget.. ung ibang mga members didnt know na ako un at first so balik ako posting my photos ( still wholesome ones ) so un... they've known me na hanggang lurk lurk lang talaga.. but since ive got friends there...mostly thru YM na lang contact namin and minsan minsan pasilip silip pabasa basa lang ng mga messages ng mga members on that said group sa snail mail ko...
Months again had passed, ive been busy doing my stuffs on and offline...Chatrooms,Forums,Sites YM...lots of things happenned, ive learned stuffs about cyberspace,met different kinds of people online.. I was lets say addicted on chatroomsthat time, cguro dahil na rin sa nagsawa na ako sa ganong routine, last part ata ng 2006 some members on Yummypinays told me that they're gonna make a forum aside from that on yahoo groups, theyve invited me since di rin naman daw ako nakikisabay sa mga ibang membres sa yahoo group ( d'uh!!! puno ang mailbox ko coz of that, wala na akong time to do backreading and answer and be part of their conversations and topics ) I think January or February last year ive made my account in YUMMYPINAYS Forum, my account's name was "urfuture_XGf" the first day i entered their forum, first shout on their shoutbox,unexpectedly, somebody named Japokskee was online that time... rang my thoughts about that nick since kilala rin niya ako.. at first i thought na siya rin ung guy na unang unang nagpost ng mga photos ko hindi sa yummypinays yahoo group but sa google.. un pala ibang tao... that very first day he made be a member of the yummypinays girls/babes (pink) may certain group kasi sila dun that time.. etc etc etc... being on that site,ansaya!kaya naman naengganyo talaga akong tumambay dun almost 24/7.Made my own personal thread ( i forgot the name of my thread na ) Masaya, Magulo sabihin na nating ive met lot of people,members and those who were in the forum's management. Been treated so nice kaya naman i considered myself as really part of the said group. Ive posted photos and videos on my personal thread and that RATED R section.some of my photos shouldnt be posted there so people on management made my own room titled Behind Closed Doors~Exclusively for your eyes only, at first those who has posted 500 posts ata that time eh hindi makakaaccess sa thread na un.. i was the only one who has the thread on that said topic.Hmm..
A member named Lex_luthor first posted some irritating message on my personal thread on my first or 2nd week since i put my own room on yummypinays written in arabic, became an issue sa mga tao sa management until nabanned si lex that time for three days coz of that post. After his suspension or being banned, we talked and voila that's the reason, the obvious reason, dahil lang sa hindi ko pinapansin daw ang messages niya sa YM ko. that time, when im online in the forum most of my attention talagang sa forum lang... i dont even open my YM and entertain messages such like that kasi talagang adikan mode sa posting ako noon.During those times naman, a CEO/Admin named Kelotz aside from other members na dumadamoobs ang talagang nalink sa akin. Sumabay si Lex that time... i couldnt give much of my attention to Lex for i know na meron siyang gf that time.. ( haka haka ko lang po un dati ) sa hindi sinasadya ng pagkakaton, let's say.. kelotz and I became "US" everybody knows that for visible naman un sa lahat na kami.I felt na dissappointed si Lex sa nangyari but he stopped everything about us because mahalaga daw sa kaniya ang mga kaibigan niya, sacrifise etc etc etc daw.. and so on...
One of the yummypinays unforgetable member named KOBLINE naman ang pumasok sa scene when me and Kelotz were together... talagang he's been vocal about his feelings. knowing the fact that kami na ni kelotz, some members hanggang simple hanga lang talaga ang gawa but iba si kobline... he doesnt and didnt care kahit pa sino makabangga niya basta maiparamdam and mapaalam niya sa akin that he really do love me.. i know buong management nabagabag sa pagpasok nga ni kobline. hanggang sa... yeah, everytime na pumasok si kobline sa site, automatic banned siya, hanggang sa suspension and IP Blocked nangyari sa account niya.Fault ko rin siguro dahil i talk too much and give time sa mga posts ng mga other members and entertain them ( not as suitors ok, just for fun lang sa site ) but naging seryoso kaya hanggang sa suspension napunta ang scene.I thought naiintindihan ni kelotz un, for when we were talking talagang ok naman, but behind those messages, iba na pala ginagawa ni kelotz, somebody told me na he's been sending messages sa mga ibang members na nakikita niyang dumadamoobs sa akin sa site, using normal username.he's been banning members, well hindi ko naman talaga alam and hindi un confirmed kung totoo or hindi basta un lang ang narinig ko.Same on his part kasi me mga naririnig rinig daw siya that ive been flirting and making bf's behind his back.. well well.. matter of trust i guess.. but what happned was, hindi namin un napaguusapan pag kaming dalawa na lang ang naguusap.he asks and i answers him but sa loob loob ata hindi naniniwala. blah blah blah.... i became busy with my work.. hindi nakakapaglog in, hindi rin nakakatwag ng kasing dalas ng dati kay Kelotz, nabawasan ang time and communication namin sa isa't isa.when we got time na magusap last year, April ata un, i was surprised kasi Kelotz asked me na magcool off daw muna kami.. well, to make the story short, i agreed.i know my shortcomings, and maybe we really needed time and space that time.. since cool off lang naman daw...2 days after not logging in sa yummypinays forum,pagpasok ko sa forum... i saw Kelotz profile page na may mga "i love you" messages comments dun, from SHUGAR and KELOTZ... awWwWw!!!i was shocked, and then sa mga postings sa thread.. para akong nilampasong parang ewan for theyve been exchanging i love you's there, as far as i know.. wala pang nakakaalam ng cool off namin ni Kelotz sa yummypinays.. even other members were shocked on what the saw and read even sent me messages about it and asked me what's happenning...at first i told myself na aalis na ako sa yummypinays, lie low muna ako etc etc etc.. but hey! why should i?! parang sinabi ko ng sa isang laban eh ako ay talo... so i showed everyone that im still me despite of what's been happenning with us three... deadma ko silang dalawa, continued posting here and there sa forum, brought back khaye garcia people have known me about... and dun, lalong nageager ang ibang members to get me mas pa si kobline....kobline uses diff IPs and nicks just to get back on yummypinays...kasi sabi ko nga everytime na pumasok siya, agad agad bann siya... i didnt cared much about Kelotz and shugar will gonna think of what me and kobline were doing on the forum for i know im already free and ok nman sila... khaye garcia's back om business i mean, became again visible and free to everyone since alam nilang kelotz and shugar's already "lovers" ... accidentally, i wanted to show some posts to kobline one day, but the prob was hindi siya makaaccess sa YP. i gave him my password there and after that... BANG! the next day i went on logging in sa yummypinays forum, im already IP BANNED!!! nagulat ako for i didnt know kung ano ang nangyayari.. i talked to everyone i know from that said forum and they told me that si Kelotz lang ang pwedeng gumawa ng ganong actions sa site. i asked kelotz about that and he told me na nadamay lang daw ang account ko sa pagbann niya kay kobline, he traced na ginamit nga ni kobline daw ang account ko etc etc etc.. ok fine! the next day.. i expected na ok na account ko sa Yummypinays kas nga aayusin nmn daw ni kelotz.. fVck! this time.. one year suspended naman ang account ko...nagalit ako! and yeah, i confronted kelotz about it and wala siyang masabi... kinahapunan that day, and since that day.. ive been recieving YM messages saying na wala daw ung room ko sa yummypinays, mga photos,videos,posts pati account ko wala daw silang makita sa forum!!! banas na banas ako!! fVck! what's happenning?!inaway ko talaga si kelotz that time.. ano ba ang problema niya?! at ano ba ang ginagawa niya sa account ko... ang sabi, nakainvisible mode lang naman daw ang account ko sa yummypinays.... i asked him why is he doing that on my account.. ang sabi.. baka daw may maghanap sa akin! what the fVck!! ang sabi ko sa kaniya, natural lang na may mga maghahanap sa akin.. anong palagay niya sa akin?!kinausap ko lahat ng mga kakilala ko about sa nangyayari and ayun.. wala nga daw silang magagawa.. dapat daw si kelotz daw ang kausapin ko about that! fVcking s#it!!!!well well well... paikliin ko na lang... un ang nangyari... hindi ko na kinausap si kelotz, anyone from yummypinays since nonsense.. si kelotz lang naman daw ang me pakana ng nangyayari sa account ko.. ok fine!i was what.. nawalan ng paa at kamay.. i didnt know kung san ako pupunta kung ano gagawin ko kasi sa YP lang talaga ako nagMain sa lahat ng accounts ko online..sounded walang wenta pero that's what ive felt that time... i treated everyone there fair and my 2nd home and family online tas ganun ang nangyari.. navanished si khaye garcia.. and fVcking shit!!! bawal akong pagusapan sa forum... nabalitaan ko, some members been trying to open nga ung about sa akin, bakit bigla akong nawala daw etc etc.. and what happenned was, everytime na may magpost na member about me my name or what and anything about me, either automatic banned, ignored or me mga magsasabi from the management na "that topic has been closed" i gave up...ilang beses ko silang kinausap particularly kelotz pero wala.. wlang nangyari...
i moved on.
i said, after what ive done ganon ganon na lang ang gagawin sa akin...what rules did i violated on forum?!more on personal lahat ng nangyari.... tsk tsk tsk
i made myself busy, i made distance from yp people well, other from that site became true on me naman until now, some friends there adopted me on their sites ( in different nick and invisible ) total wala si khaye garcia from yp people...
i hang out on different sites on net, forums etc etc.. as in wala sa YP.
last year, a new site of YP invited me to come and visit their site... t'was mommy kring's site... YP BLOG ( google group )... naging issue na naman...
http://www.opensubscriber.com/message/Yummypinays@googlegroups.com/8098845.html
that's one issues since nawala ako sa YP Forum.. and then early this year.. since nagiging active ako sa FHM... to be exact at FHM Bullboard.. some people got some of my posted shots that ive uploaded in FHM and postes it on one of yahoo groups, PRIVATE PINAY... a friend of mine gave me the said posted thread on that said group and yeah, twas me! another friend of mine, met in YP before was or is one of the administrator on private pinays scolded me about those photos... i understand what he told me.. pero wala na akong magagawa, as ive said a million times, accepted ko ang fact ng mga actions ko, thats why before taking a decision and actions, i know what's its consequences... i thanked him for the advises that he gave me.. btu after that incident in private pinay.. a friend of mine, a Moderator of Yummypinays Yahoo group, i call him PAPA PIOLO shared also those said photos of mine from FHM and private pinay on yahoo groups yummypinays.. nagalit ako kasi, kaibigan ko si papa piolo.. hindi niya kelangang magpost ng anything about me behind my back kasi even before pag me kelangan ang grupo sabihin man nating wala na ako sa forum, sa yahoo group.. pag me kailangan, madali lang nila akong makausap.. they know where to find me.. pero sa nangyari... basta basta na lang siyang naglabas ng mga photos ko ng hindi nagsasabi sa akin.. i talked with Papa Piolo.. and he told me na hindi daw niya ako mahagilap etc etc etc.. well, maybe ngkataong may mood swings ako that time kaya ako nagalit ng ganon ganon sa kaniya.. he asked me na kung gusto ko raw ba magpublic apology daw siya sa ginawa niya sa yahoo group.i told him na hindi na.. huwag na lang.. those pix have been already posted and im the one who uoloaded those stuffs so wala ng kaso sa akin un... all i wanna tell him na hindi niya kelangang gawin un ng hindi sinasabi sa akin... nagalit lang ako kasi... matagal na rin kaming magkakilala, nagkakusap naman kami bakit hindi niya sinabi man lang sa akin ang tungkol dun?!well un lang...
after that, nagisip isip ako... telling people that im khaye garcia... a yummypinays member, YP's muse etc etc eh parang walang sense for matagal na rin akong hindi member ng YP.one day, i saw my mareng kath's YM status... link ng bagong YP Forum.. i went there, made an account.. again... sabi ko kasi, tutal matagal na rin and what happnned before ok na for me...just to make know that im still a YP member, BUT i promised myself not to becoame khaye garcia na nakilala nila before sa YP... i wont post sich things like ng mga nilagay ko dati sa dating forum nila.. para lang masabing andun ako.. un lang...
On the first day... i put my avatar, personal photo, fixed my account there and voila! im alive again... hmMm... i participated on threads, posted nonsense just to make posts... ok naman... hindi ko pa siya nabrowse ng maigi that day so the next day i went there.. fVck! one year suspended lang naman po ang account ko... and for what reason, hindi ko alam... i asked kelotz about that ang he told me wala daw siyang alam dun.. i know naman this time na wala talagang kinalaman si kelotz dun kasi ok na kami ni kelotz, we've been already talking like normal friends before pa ako pumasok sa forum... si isang araw akong hindi nakapasok sa YP Forum, the next day after that, i got kelotz' message saying na ok na daw ung account ko... nalaman ko na si LEX ang nagbann sa akin... nalaman ko rin from mareng kath that people on the management has been talking my case on their thread.. fWHAT?! my case?! anong kaso ko?! ang sabi.. kesyo ano daw reactions ng mga members sa pagbalik ko, kung ok daw ba sa kanila.. etc etc.. and theyve been deciding kung ano daw ba ang gagawin sa account ko etc etc.. mareng kath personally told me that kung siya raw ako, i wouldnt log in na lang daw dun.. sabi niya.. ok naman daw ako sa mga sites na meron akong account.. i dont have to be there for may mga better future daw ako sa ibang sites! ang sabi ko naman... well, sinabi ko reason ko, since pinaguusapan ako sa ibat ibang groups in yahoo and sites na kesyo im YP member, kaya lang ako gumawa ng account but... un nga.. galit si lex kasi kesyo may mga sinabi daw akong masasamang salita against sa group, msasakit na salita against shugar and i have to say sorry, public apology sa lahat about what i did last year.. fVck! cino ginago nila?! bakit ako magsosorry?! ano ba ang ginawa ko sa kanila?! ang alam ko.. i was mad and totally pissed off with what theyve done with my account last year tas ako pa ngaun ang masama?!tas sasabihin ni lex ako daw ang may mali.. na nagbago na daw ako... fVck! san ako nagbago?! how i wish na nagbago na ako!! but hey.. im still me and even if nagbago ako, thats just because of my experinces, ive learned some lessons in life and hindi un konektado sa YP Forum... that time pinaguusapan pa rin daw ang kaso ko sa thread nila... hmMm...so as curiousity, i went again there ( sinabihan na kasi ako ng mga kakilala kong wag ng pumasok dun! sus! ) i saw my profile.. walang photos... walang anything sa profile ko... just my posts sa general chatbox nila ( ICE BREAKER ) and what the.... ayun! supah parinig ung SHUGAR and KULITZ na kesyo im not welcome naman daw dun... sinisiksik ko daw sarili ko dun na kesyo they're pertaining me as "DAGA" and theyve been waiting for me and nagtatago daw ako kesyo takot daw ako sa kanila kaya hindi daw ako naglolog in.. fVck!i ignored those pitiful messages and posts.. i just continued posting and posting until wala pang dalwang oras na online sa forum, banned na naman ako! whoah!! what the fck talaga!!! sa buset ko... kinausap ko si kelotz and asked kung ano ang nangyayari.. kinabukasan ko na nalaman ang sagot...
Nanu pa nga ba?! Shugar paid almost half of the prize sa domain ng YP Forum kaya nabiuksan ulet.. accdg to some sources.. kaya pala nsa management na siya...and ive got the feelings that SHUGAR and KULITZ were the one who has been deleting my photos in my profile there and talagang para silang ewan na post ng post ng mga kung anu anong out of the topic sa forum.tuluy tuloy silang dalawang nagpopost ng mga parinig tungkol nga daw dito sa "daga" etc etc etc...lahat ng pposts ko sinusundan nilang dalawa.. Who's KULITZ?! well,ive met her from yummypinays forum last year, she was still a newbie that time.. pinormahan ni TIGZHALAS ROMANTIKO, a friend of mine na mejo pumorma rin sa akin before silang maging sila ni KULITZ ( for the record, wala na sila ngaun ) dati yang kulitz na yan super feeling close sa akin, greets me here and there even in my friendster account, leaving sweet nottings testimonials etc etc kaya nga i was shocked ans surpried for what's happning with her bakit pati siya nakikisama sa mga parinig effect netong shugar na to sa forum mismo..and now they're saying na plastik ako?!fVck!!! as soon as i read their posts there.. i deleted KULITZ as my friend in my friendster account.. sorry to say pero hindi ako talagang nagdedelete nor nagbloblock ng mga members sa kahit sang account ko but with what has been happenning, i did it! ive deleted her... For whatever reason she have for her actions now, i dont care.. im done with them.. im already pissed off and im really dissappointed.. ive been telling them na nasisira ang pangalan nismo ng grupo sa mga taong ganyan ang ugali. Mali kasi nilagyan nila ng psosiyon sa management ang mga taong tulad nila.. is there any success for the group for such members?! i dont think so... i know naman from the start na HINDI as in UNOFFICIAL SITE ang YUMMYPINAYS FORUM, but still tama nga siguro.. sinisiksik ko sarili ko sa kanila.. i know where YUMMYPINAYS the real ones is...pero dun pa rin ako pumapasok...i gave up.. i give up on them...
maybe there's still contuation about this "case" for until now, ganyan pa rin ang nangyayari sa yp forum.. walang pagbabago... getting much worse lang... so hindi na rin ako nakikipagparticipate sa kanila... some members from YP up to this moment eh kaibigan talaga pakikitungo sa akin, hindi man visible in public but maybe much better na ung ganito.. we talk not in YP FORUM but in private...i was once a YP, will always be?! i dont know... who knows?! basta, all i know is that its one of my, khaye garcia's life ONLINE....


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