well, what can i say about this day or past things that happenned a week or more on me... hmMm..let's see... 2 days ago,i thought we' re gonna be fine with this special guy of mine...he's soOo sweet,he's a hunk,jolly,straight forward and oh...i felt that he really just cares about me.. unfortunately... maybe i just have to end it right now coz i dont wanna continue a relationship where "trust" isnt existing...ayoko yung every minute na lang parang it seems like all i have to do is explain to him everything na nauubos oras namin sa ganon...as this moment im already missing him but there's some part in my mind that tells me that if ever im gonna fight for this feelings for him, ganon rin... lagi rin lang kaming magdidiskusyon, magpapaliwanagan, pabalik balik sa mga issues etc... so habang maaga pa, id rather stop this... maybe we just dont deserve each other... or we just dont know each other that well kasi nga hindi pa naman kami ganoon katagal magkakilala... still.... im missing him
another thing about this past few days/weeks i guess...upon browsing some of my accounts online,there's this site that.. hmMm.. kinda stinks... oh! did i just tell "stinks" hahaha.. well its just like this... of all sites that ive been active or visible... nakakatuwa itong site na 'to pwamis!hahaha.. ive met some of the members on this site last year actually... and i told them or should i say that they knew that of all the people on net that ive met in person last Oct... they're the ones that i felt true.. hindi plastik and i really had fun kahit pa sabihin nating hindi ganon katagal ang EB that time.. but this time, lately... on some posts of other members on that board, thou hindi directly na tinutukoy ung blind item nila obviously naninira sila patalikod... mga tao nga naman.... haaaayyzz... people who doesnt even know what real things are and things that real and actually happenned eh just jumps into conclusion and making intrigue about that... well, feeling sikat naman ako at pinaguusapan na pala ako behind my back knowing the fact that im being true to them...worse,mali pa sila ng speculations lmao.... hahahhaa... well, i dont have to say anything about it kasi sila lang naman nagiisip and nagpaparinig rinig ng mga ganon eh.. hahaha... if they're happy to do those kiddie stuffs, fine! dun sila.. basta ako... di ko ugali manira ng tao.. for what? fame? duh! hahaha..attention? hahaha... di naman nakakaalis or nakakabawas ng boredom ang chismis :)) hahahaha.... if someone has a problem with me, they can come upfront me hindi ung pakitang tao sila sa harap ko then pagtalikod ko pala eh kung anu ano na ginagawa at pinagsasabi.. cowardness isnt lovable!
i wanna take this opportunity to thank those people who really and still stands for me...people who really trusts and believes in me.. people who really cares and loves me... for them that always there for mw no matter what and still says, everythings gonna be ok... thanks sa inyo!
a compilation of anything from me.. thru mha daily routines ( diary?! o_O ) thoughts, emotions etc... freedom not only with mha hands for typing freely but also mha mind and heart to let others know the real me.I rarely goes and check my blog in here but, I've finally decided to at least visit and update my blogs everytime I open my PC.My hobbies, My past times, My joys and my pains, about me and people i encounter who leaves marks not only in my head but in my heart... 皆さんこれからもよろしくお願いします！！！
