... its mha one and only brother's birthday yesterday and i feel guilty coz up to now we're not talking with each other.. people cant blame me... ive got mha own reasons why ive been like this on them...
arghh... im not in the mood to post anything here right now coz im mad and stressed out and kinda tired from work... errr!!!
plus!!! got that heart ache from someone i thought.. true... reliable and man enough for his words...damn! if i only knew it from the start...perhaps i wont expect and treat him soOo special from others... errr!! i was wrong... and guess... again.. time to move on!!!!
" Thought I Was InLove "
Before i couldn't trust any other guy
Until you helped me off my feet
So i could finally fly
You helped me threw all this heat
Made me strong to not care what other people think
My days where so much brighter then I finally had something to look forward to at the end
Ive never met a man like you
You stole my heart and broke it into two
These broken wings of mine can not fly anymore no longer shine
You made me weak and unable to speak
When you lied and cheated
Not a very good technique
But u did a good job making me defeated
Thinking you were the one
To take away my nightmares from the past
Thinking this was a new begging but i guess it never begun
My wings have been broken
I can no longer fly or shine anymore
Those words i said i wish they were unspoken
a compilation of anything from me.. thru mha daily routines ( diary?! o_O ) thoughts, emotions etc... freedom not only with mha hands for typing freely but also mha mind and heart to let others know the real me.I rarely goes and check my blog in here but, I've finally decided to at least visit and update my blogs everytime I open my PC.My hobbies, My past times, My joys and my pains, about me and people i encounter who leaves marks not only in my head but in my heart... 皆さんこれからもよろしくお願いします！！！
