Bad Day ... <_<

... its mha one and only brother's birthday yesterday and i feel guilty coz up to now we're not talking with each other.. people cant blame me... ive got mha own reasons why ive been like this on them...


arghh... im not in the mood to post anything here right now coz im mad and stressed out and kinda tired from work... errr!!!

plus!!! got that heart ache from someone i thought.. true... reliable and man enough for his words...damn! if i only knew it from the start...perhaps i wont expect and treat him soOo special from others... errr!! i was wrong... and guess... again.. time to move on!!!!



" Thought I Was InLove "


Before i couldn't trust any other guy
Until you helped me off my feet
So i could finally fly
You helped me threw all this heat
Made me strong to not care what other people think
My days where so much brighter then I finally had something to look forward to at the end
Ive never met a man like you
You stole my heart and broke it into two
These broken wings of mine can not fly anymore no longer shine
You made me weak and unable to speak
When you lied and cheated
Not a very good technique
But u did a good job making me defeated
Thinking you were the one
To take away my nightmares from the past
Thinking this was a new begging but i guess it never begun
My wings have been broken
I can no longer fly or shine anymore
Those words i said i wish they were unspoken

Love.... hUrts....

whew... it's been i guess 3 days since i last openned mha pc... well, of course ive been busy with mha works and all those stuffs here...







what's for todays' post?







hmmm... lem'me put some selected pix of mine... and some quotes/poems thats inside mha head right now.. geeeeezz.. i feel soOo down today... actually those days that ive never been on net makes me think and wondered what do i still have to do with this networking communication with some people who actually getting closer with me each passing day... im much emotional and ive been starting to expect thou i know the rule on net.. (1) never trust your feelings!!... kinda sad coz for soOo long.. "Hindi pa rin ako matauhan!"
















Love Quotes
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly without complexities or pride. I love you because I know no other way then this. So close that your hand, on my chest, is my hand. So close, that when you close your eyes, I fall asleep.



Love Quotes
In love never put yourself in a situation where you don't know where you stand in person’s life.Never asumes, never expect so that when they choose to drop you,YOU have enough strength to move on.I am holding on to thought that you’re not mine I’m going to look into your eyes smile and say you’re not mine, then I will walk away turn around for the last second and say but I wish you were.




Love Quotes
i hope your happy for breaking a heart....a heart that was so f*cking good to you...a heart that loved you for you....a heart that cant heel without your love...baby just tell me where i went wrong???



haaaaaaayyzzz...... well love really s*cks!!! once you fall in love there will never be right or wrong for everything around you makes everything perfect.. thou there's nothing as PERFECT.. once you've been blinded by this feelings mostly to some people who's feelings we're not as what you feels for them.. haha! most of the time most of us encounters this kind of situation.. where we fall in love with someone who can't return or cannot love us back the way we wanted to be... and that really HURTS!!!... or sometimes we'll just realize that.. LOVE's not enough to make us happy and have peace of mind... for love's a game for two... and not just YOU to reach the goal and get "Check!!".. its a two-to-tango.. and nowadays.. soOo hard to achieve and have what we're looking for...





whew... Life....

JULY... Madness

geeezz.... mha first time... mha first pOst...

actually got nothing on mha mind right nOw but jUst to create an account or some bLog like this maybe because got nothing to do..hahaha...

well.. lem'me start this thing up easily...

Khaye Garcia

maybe lots of you might say... " Who's that Khaye Garcia?! Where did she came from?! and soOo what with Khaye Garcia?!"

Khaye Garcia... "net name" ... exposed in any internet sites and even on yahoo chatrooms... ive been using this name for more or less 2-3 years ( as i remember ) it started when people keeps on asking mha name on chatrooms... and that "Khaye Garcia" appeared... nOt onLy for mha own safety but fOr mha family and relatives safety thats why i use different name instead of using my real name here in cyberspace...

Khaye Garcia has been around the net since i came here in Japan, that's 2 years and some months already.. since ive got nothing to do since i came here, the PC's mha only past time.. aside from gimiks etc of course.. ive used Khaye Garcia in some sites first before i became a member on one of Yahoo Groups... then ive met lots of people and taught me and invited me to join Yahoo Chatrooms... ive been that "ChatAdik" which means im almost 24/7 Online there... met and talked different kinds of people.. and i did enjoyed being there...

i have lots of accounts on different sides of the net.. i cant even remember how many accounts i have... hahahaa... i admit being on net spends LOTS of time or should i say, wastes LOTS of time but i do enjoy being here... why?! hahaha... well, aside from getting away from mha boredom and homesickness... i meet different people, meet friends even lovers.... lol... kiddin aside,im not sure how long Khaye Garcia will exists on cyberworld but i guess as long as i have mha internet connection here in mha house, the journey will still continue... :D

whew!! got nothing else as of now to post... try to put some later,pals!!! but for the meantime...

" Minnasan yoroshiku onegaishimasu!!!.... "

~kHaY3~